Thursday, December 22, 2011

22 weeks!

I can not believe that I am passed half way already!! Time is flying and I think that it needs to slow down. It is crazy how fast I wanted my first pregnancy to go, each day was pure torture. I just wanted to meet her and snuggle her forever. Now that I have Quinn, we have become the best of buds. She NEEDS/WANTS me every second of every day. We are attached at the hip. So... Even though I LOVE this baby boy in my belly with all my heart, I may not want this pregnancy to fly by the way it has. I want to be able to enjoy the moments that I feel him move and kick; I want to embrace this pregnancy the way I did with Quinn; and let's be honest, I want to be able to hold another baby, without Quinn screaming, before this sweet baby boy comes along. That would help me a ton. I am fearful of the jealousy that will come. I want to be able to snuggle my two best friends at the same time, but I am scared that wont be possible. Well enough about that... I am sooo excited to have two babies (literally:). I am up for the challenge and it becomes more real each day. For now I am enjoying 'me and Quinn time.' It is seriously the best. I love her like crazy, I can't even describe it. She is a little stinker sometimes and very needy most of the time (which drives me nuts, some of the time) but I seriously wouldn't change a thing about her. Can't wait to see how different/similar my two babies are! I LOVE them both so much!

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